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Name: Johan
Birthday: 9/20/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Family and Friends, PraiseN'Worship, chillin' at friends' house/s, raiding their fridge! =) Sports... laughing... crying... textin..cellphones..chatting.. doodling arn'd, poetry... theatre, anime here n' there... Friday Youth nights, jamming... sleeping...devos
Expertise: c",) this is funny... i don't have any expertise... hahaha maybe i do but i prooly haven't discovered what it is yet! c",)


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Sunday, May 06, 2007

*poof*

whoooooaaaa... this has been awhile... lke a long while...crap.. dunno wat to say.

Im just glad I had the chance to explain everythin alredi to niners... it seemed difficult but even more difficult dealing with it yourself. At least now she can just slap me around till i get the point! Hiihihihihihihi....

thanks ars!


Saturday, November 04, 2006

dun dun dun

so after all.. it wasn't me....

it was you...


Monday, October 09, 2006

All At Once

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
To another


Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Currently Listening
FutureSex / LoveSounds
By Justin Timberlake
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Utopia

Now that we recognized Utopia as a highly illusionary imagination of splendid impossibilities; are we not in a privileged position to produce it, now that we know it must be just like that?

*when... where... how... take me there...


Monday, October 02, 2006

In the End...

"Hi"

You know when you've just met someone, but straight away...you feel as if they're going to be your friend?
Who knows why? Past life, physiognomy. But for some reason, you just kind of click.
Do you know what I mean?

Have you ever met someone and just... but there's someone else already?
So, what do you do?

I think you don't mess with other couples. Don't cause that pain ever.
You just face the facts that it can't happen...walk away.

 

"When asked if they could possibly have known it would all work out...Professor Harrison replied in true scientific fashion...
'You don't know. You can never be sure. But you take the plunge anyway. Sure is for people who don't love enough.'"

Do you guys believe in love at first sight?
No; Really that you could just meet someone, or just... across the room and with that one glance, you could look in their eyes and see their soul. Do you believe that could happen?

 

the lily means... The lily means, "I dare you to love me."

I don't want you to be happy to see me...

You make me feel something. Something I absolutely cannot feel.

You can out an end to this.
How?
Tell me to go.
Tell me that's what you want, and I will walk away... and you will never see me again.
Is that what you want?
I want you... I know.
I can't...
I know.
We'll be okay.
Don't forget me?
I won't remember anything else.

 

It's not you leaving that's gonna kill me. It's you loving someone more.

I want you to be happy...More than anything, I wanted to be the cause of happiness in you.
But if not, then...I can't stand in the way.
Because what you're feeling now...is the unstoppable force.
Which means I've got to move.

 

*It doesn't matter what you call it, it's not going to happen...Not after all this.*



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